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Thursday, December 30, 2004.
1:35 PM

hey..this few days very lazy to blogg.hehs.why so many ppl sick de..hees.takkaire hor..those who're sick.hees.anyways..yesterday went to play cap's ball wif the cia ppl..very fun..made new friends.haha..my team kena trashed..didnt expect to see teens dere..was hoping to go somewhere wifout teens..but in the end meet so nevermind lor..anyways..tomorrow is watchnight le..feel quite sian.dunno why lidat also..sighs..i havent gotten ryte wif Him..i want to.but it's difficult..let me see Your mission field..all around each day..feel my heart wif Jesus' love..use me Lord i pray..these words are so meaningful..i want a burden for lost souls out dere..anyways..feeling really down nowadays..i dunno why.i dont seem to enjoy fellowship wif others..am getting antisocial..help me Lord..i want my heart refined for You..(hmms..sort of started playing gunbound le..cousin started playing first de..)

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Sunday, December 26, 2004.
3:30 PM

i've strayed away from Him..and i want to go back to Him.but it feels as if dere's smth holding me back..but i dunno wad it is..i really want a revival..how can i get it?Lord, i want Your perfect will..be my faithful guide..i will never be afraid..You are close beside..Lord..take control of my life..i want to glorify You in everything i do.thank You for loving me so much..i dont deserve Your love Lord..help me be an obedient child.amen..

sch's going to reopen soon..hope ill be a good testimony..and bring lost souls to Him..kae.very lazy to type le..byee.takkaire..(pls pray for me..thanks so much.)

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Sunday, December 19, 2004.
11:52 PM

heyys.oh yeas.im backkk.hahas.yepps.just reached home from the wake.kae lor.hahas.inside shawn's car..it's was madness can.hahas.the back had ian,jonmuk.josh.joan and i..argh.!it was crazy can.hahas.i was sitting on joan.den my leg became numb.josh is the best whole left leg turned cold and no feeling.ahahs.anyways..before that..had caroling.it was fun lor..totally can.sang songs lyk..gentle mary.o little bethlehem.hark the herald angels sing.silent night.opps.cant remeber le.hehs.anyways..im not that sure if i can make it tomorrow for the going out thingy.but will try la..yeas.ahahs.my thumb kena injured.hahas.got blueblack and got alot of blood.nevermind la..not that pain le.hehes.(thanks ah..)kaes.nothing else to type about le.gtg.(if you really hate me so much,den tell me straight in my face.you dont haf to go around telling ppl.)

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Friday, December 17, 2004.
1:24 PM

heyaas.ahahs.now at home.gonna leave house in half an hours' tym..yepps.going church to play floorbball.yeas!cant wait.so am doing a very short post now..arghs..nerissa went ta kL today.gonna miss her so muh.ahahs.but she'll be back on mondae le.yeas.carolling on sunday atta wanxin's house.mid-brown skirt and white or pink blouse.hahas.cham..i dont haf mid brown..only got dak brown.yepps.so will hafta wear it and be extra.anyway..gtg le.got some ppl bugging me.kaes.byee.

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Thursday, December 16, 2004.
11:31 PM

ahahs.my third tym blogging today.im going crazy.haas.anyways..anyone wanna go in the afternoon to church so can play floorball?hahaa.yeas.the passion for floorball is back!yay..thank God truly..but..we must balance and not let floorball take higher priority dan God..

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11:09 PM

ppl..sorry ah.my doodleboard got abit problem.hees.you hafta click at the extreme left of the 'name' and 'message' boxes.den you can start typing.ahahs.dunno why lidatt also.troublesome..anyways..going off le.byee.take care loads.

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7:02 PM

heyys.am back from church le.ahahs.went out wif mandachin today.hahas.she kena sunburnt until very cham can.face peeling.eew.den i kept teasing her.hahas.she didint changed.still her old crazy self.yepps.we met at far east.ahahs.i was late..by one minute.den she not happy.hahas.we walked into far east to buy her ear sticks.but the shop wasnt open..so we walked round the shops.and talk and play.hehs.very boliao..i gaf her bubblegum.i ate also.hahas.den i started popping it very loudly.she very irritated.hahas.kaes.next..we walked to lucky plaza..cos no where else to go.hehes.den i remembered that later got ppl going to buy floorball sticks.so i check check.yepps.den i mixed up far east plaza wif far east shopping centre.so manda and i met up wif lincoln and yifei and marcus and bao.go to the floorball shop lor.the shop very nice.small but kewl.hahas.bought a ball.cos mine going to spoil le.kaes.after that..the rest went to church..but manda and i were going to cine.but didnt noe how to get dere.so had to ask for directions.i asked ppl more dan 3 tyms le..still blurblur.hahas.anyways..we found our way to cine.took neos.manda bought drinks and fries.left for church after that.hehs.manda didnt wanna go church wif me.but she offered to see me to church.(so kind of her.ahahs.)kaes..reached church..put down my bag den sent her to the bus stop and wait wif her.bus came.but she missed it.daydreamer.hahas.went back to chuch..played floorball..and finally..came home!ahahs.anyways.had a great day.yepps.gtg le.byee.take care all.may the fire in each one of us for God never die out!

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9:25 AM

heyaas.hahas.am blogging now.will be leaving house in 1 and half hours' tym.hehs.i managed to survive the nyte wifout fan or aircon.hahas.satan attacks those who are on fire for Him.but Christ has won the victory.so dont be discouraged.when things aint going the way you want it..always remember..Christ is in control.and He makes no mistakes.((:.yepps.that's bout it.kaes.i gotta go le. byee.takkarie aiights.cya.

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Wednesday, December 15, 2004.
10:32 PM

hahas.my second tym blogging today le.really sianded.im friends wif her again!woohoos.so happy can.let's leave the past behind us yeas?grins.anyways..im going out wif my darlinkkaye tomorrow.cant wait.hahas.havent seen her since collection of results.that's chao long can.ahahs.finally..ill be able to see her tomorrow.hahas.im meeting her atta far east atta 12pm.that means i cant go for teens singing.sighs..neberrmind.ill try to make it for fridae.saturdae and sundae.hehs.anyways..im looking forward to christmas.yays.10 more days only.and i havent bought any christmas pressies.must chiong le.anyways..gtg le.byee.takkaire aiight all of you..im missing all the graduates of 6patience'04..lalas.i really miss all the fun tyms we had together.and all the -_-''' jokes we cracked.ahahs.how i wish those days would flutter back..lyk a butterfly.sighs..(thanks marcus for helping me replace those pictures in my blog)

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2:23 PM

ahahas.am slacking atta home now.nothing to do..didnt go for teens choir and carolling practice.cos i tot was on thursdae.hahas.so now am stoning ata home..regret norte going iin the first place..sighs..anyways.chin asked me to go out wif her and her friend tomorrow.hehs.but i dunwanna go.cos i dunno her fwen.den i wont talk one lor.ahahs.she norte happy.so i compromise..i asked her to go out wif her first den go out wif me.ahahs.she was happy again.hahas.lalas.cant wait to get for skoole to reopen.cos ill be going to a new skoole.den diff uniform.books.place.friends..sighs..havent been right wif God the past few days..i need a personal revival.i need to get one.sighs.reading the Bible seems so diff for me..praying too.prayer is dry..but prayer is power.hmms..i will try to read my Bible and pray everyday.yeps.hees.wells.that's all.bev's b'dae party was yesterdae.the food was great..prepared by jill.ahahas.thai stuff.yeps.had fun too..kaes.that's bout it.bye.

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Tuesday, December 14, 2004.
12:07 AM

hey ppl.

am finally able to blog.

hehs.

was away in kL the past few days..

hahas.

very fun can..

den i ate a donut..

den i kena food poisoning.

super cham can.

half of my holiday dere was wasted.

hahas.

den the other half of it was..

shoppingshoppingandonlyshopping.

but i didnt buy anything.

hehs.

mom wanted to get me a adidas shoes and shirt.

but i didnt want.

too ex le.

hehs.

anyways.

im sososo happy..

cos i managed to paint nail varnish on xavier's fingers..

eeeeeeew.

yeas.

he's a guy.

ahahs.

he was angry.

but couldnt do much..

cos i locked him out of the house.

hehes.

his mom was hysterically laughing.

ahahahhs.

he's only p6 next year..

hahas.

had alot of fun bullying him..

olivia and i were the best of friends/

ahahs.

den sequeena's dog is called sophia.

ahahas.

she very cute can.

hahas.

yeps.

anyways.

umms..

sorry ahh.

the pictures are not accepting..

jonmuk's helping me change it tomorrow..

yeps..

so bear wif it for a while.

hahas.

wells.

bye.

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